You feel like your whole world around you is ending...
What I did was joined a weight loss competition to continue my journey. That's what I did. Be damned if I'm going to give up on myself and my desired future now.
The doc is running a bunch of tests on me to find out why I'm having issues conceiving and I told my husband that I am just plain tired of logging every little thing and trying so hard. So I need a new focus... something to bring me back to life. I am choosing me! It's selfish and I don't care. I deserve to be a smaller size. I deserve to be able to buy anything I want from a REGULAR store not a plus size store. AND I WILL GET THERE.
Kari was nice enough to tell me a statistic. 10% weight loss to cure diabetes and 10% weight loss to conceive. So I will try my hardest to reach what ever goal I need to so that I can conceive in a healthy way.
1 comment:
go girl! love you tons. :)
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