2014 Goal (100 lb loss)

2014 Goal

Monday, April 11, 2011

FINALLY broke the Plateu!!!

So I've been complaining last week that I give up white bread, desserts, soda, and candy just to see the scale stay exactly the same. People kept telling me that maybe I put my body into shock and that I need to let my body adjust.

Well after 5 weeks I'm happy to report that the scale finally moved... and in my favor. I lost 3 lbs since last Monday... YIPPEEEEE!!!! Was stuck at 337 and today... 334!!! At this rate if I keep a 2-4 lb loss each week I will be under my goal of being under 300lbs by end of June.

Honestly, I have been having a hard time watching others eat desserts. Last night all I could do was smell Chocolate cake at my uncle in laws Bday party, but I have such a understanding Mother in law who didn't call out my name when it was time for my share of cake.:).. I'm so happy to have people in my life that support what I am doing.

I think I might actually keep this up after lent. or at least a strict only once a week version. I mean a girl needs to enjoy every once in a while right? But I think once a week for either dessert or a candy is good enough and not often enough to make me lapse. I might actually get that enjoyment feeling back.

Good luck fellow sistas! Have a good week!

Monday, April 4, 2011

Status Quo

So for the past month I've stayed around the same weight give or take 2 lbs. So I'm holding to the status Quo. I guess I should be happy I'm not gaining, but not happy I'm not losing. I've given up so much and the scale doesn't change.

Well a good friend of mine said that maybe it's the fertility vitamins I'm on. Maybe that is messing with my hormones and I need to stick with it because maybe once they balance out it'll drop off quick... Well I sure hope so.

This is really very discouraging. I know that every woman out there struggles and if you don't you are a lucky one. I don't want to find myself with some disease again but really isn't Obesity a disease too? It sure is. I don't know how many times I've thought there needs to be a fat camp that your insurance will help pay for only if you dedicate yourself and lose weight.

I've had my moments lately for desperate thoughts of going on HCG or something to help. I know it's only temporary but I've also known a few girls go on HCG drop 30-40 in a month and become pregnant with healthy babies.

I think if the fertilaid this month doesn't result in a AF or a BFP then I'll be heading back to the doctors. My poor emotions can't take this anymore.