I'm an expert at gaining weight

I've decided I'm an expert at gaining weight. What I'm not an expert at is losing it!

I seriously will gain 5-7 lbs in a week if all I do is not focus on myself. I allow myself to just eat when ever or not eat at all for certain meals. I will munch more at night then I do in the morning. All bad things. I also allow myself to do 0 physical activity other then clean the house because I claim to be "Exhausted".

I know this is something that we all go through. The ups and downs of weight loss. I just feel bad when there is always a family function or friends function and there is food. They wonder why you aren't eating and pretty much make you feel guilty for being on a diet. Temptation is a bitch!

Food right now is something that controls me not me controlling it!